I sleep with a picture of you close to my heart and God on my mind. For I want both to connect and come back into my arms someday to fill up the spaces that were once full.
“Maybe we’ll connect again one day when I’m not so broken and you’re not so confused. Maybe one day we’ll be right for each other and it won’t be so hard for you to love me. But darling, I really hope that one day we’ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way. You know what though, I believe because God was in the center of our relationship in some way and God will hold us till the very end.
But that day isn’t today. Today, you’re too broken and I’m trying to heal. Today we don’t quite work out and as much as I care for you, I can’t keep pretending that we do. So I’m saying goodbye. But maybe one day, I won’t have to.
See you in my dreams and in the future because damn am I sure when all of this passes, I’ll be right back in your arms where I should be, all we need is time.”
You know even if you don’t respond. I still know deep down in my heart you love me and honestly I still can’t stop thinking about you. Fixing myself for you, for my family, friends, and especially me in general. I miss you more than you’ll ever know.
Hope you won’t know though.
My loves just so strong for you that I can still feel you in me. From your smile, your voice, and your touch.
Artist: The 1975